Beach

well I felt the kids needed to go to the beach since its 92 here and there are no excuses because the beach is 3 miles up the road....
it's fun to watch them play in the sand and the water....but then you look around..and you see the perfect mom who doesnt even get sand on her entire body not even her feet!! and to top it off you hate her because she has the perfect arse...lol (rememeber your shape at 17) after 2 kids...mind you
And here I am in a tank and shorts the biggest size ever in life- cant even find a bathing suit unless it has the skirt on it the kind your mother wears....
but then I think to myself--- hey the kids look great in their swimsuits and they are having a blast building castles with shells and throwing sand on mommy--life is good....
I need to go on a starvation diet!!!!

The Bugley Boy~

monkey boy

he is wild---- happy 2nd birthday

Birthday's Parades & Lobstah

Lobster no one wants to eat on the given date...hold cold lostah sandwich who cares what date we eat lobsta!!!!>>>??? Good Kate's seafood....Parents are good mood bad mood....rain sunny days Happy Birthday S C!!!!!! Wow you are now officially 2 years old terrible 2 hit you six months ago though---- your still my sweet boy even in your ravenous moods please cont'd to steal my heart every single day- We love you. Happy Birthday to me--yep- I love my Bob the builder cake just as much as S was surprised to see our kitchen completely transformed in a bob the builder party!!!!! Wow a new playset, a t-ball set, a Clifford puzzle, and more clothes then a 2 yr old boy knows what to do with! I treated myself to new newbalance walking sneakers, a new skirt and two new tanktops...I hate the way my body fits into the fat girl clothes at the big girl fat store. My own damn fault for letting the dreadful Maine winter drag on with the comforts of food.
The 4th of July parade was great but an 1 hr and half is a bit much..., S enjoyed it very much but K wanted to go home after the first whitsle and horn banging from the first fire engine.., ha 12 more trucks to go. She did enjoy getting the candy they threw in the street. The firework display from our side yard was thrilling and dad and the kids loved it very much. Ah, July is in it's prime.

Capt.Destructo & his Sidekick

Let it be known that I adore, cherish and love my kids with every fiber of my being. However since we have lost our sense of routine with Kalen out of school, all chaos has completely taken over. I guess that would be my own damn fault. It's summer and things are just wild around here. Everything seems to get broken or destroyed. Stephen just about breaks everything he manages to get his little toddler hands on. It is driving me crazy!!!! I try to do crafts, and coloring with crayons and markers, craft foam projects. On hot days I set the pool up and we enjoy the swing set. The in between time is crazy around here., our living room lamp has seen it's last days of worthiness as the shade has broken off. Peace only comes at nap time around here and if I am lucky they both sleep at the same time. Heaven help me.

Character

Character is what you know you are, not what others think you have.
— Marva Collins

I really love company

I am being sarcastic. The day before our company arrives I go food shopping with kids in tow, with my ever extensive list of items. What a task this is! I need to mention this deli lady me : 1/2 a pound of cheese please deli lady: how do you want that sliced? Me: it doesn't matter. Deli lady: something else? Me: 1/2 pound of turkey please. Deli lady: how do you want that sliced? omg holy fuck old bitch IT DOESN'T MATTER!!!!! I think I want it sliced 3 inches fucking thick- good god, hate that...Why does it even matter how its fucking sliced!!!!!!! Ass bitch--- and this was only the start of the shopping experience. Oh boy.Summer morning at the grocery store is a hellish nightmare
My inlaws arrived at noon the following day with Stephens aunt., oh and what a joy she is to be around.(long story)
Overall we had a nice time, I am happy to say I video taped the entire day the good bad the the funny parts all caught on tape. The worse thing about having company is the Stephen grills the whole time, and I serve, prepare, and clean up everything!!!!!! Oh do I despise cleaning up too-And as well as we can try to stick to the same routine I try to have the children on, never works why on earth do I bother... Why in the the world do they only come for one day behooves me, its a 4.5 hour car drive on top of it being hazy hot and humid a mere 102 degrees by 1pm. Summer has a arrived and I intend on staying put.I would secretly love to escape into a private rustic cabins in the northwoods on a lake....

I'm just a GIRL

You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


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happy anniversary

five years and still going strong!!!! five years and still my love, my peace, my heart!!
One of these days we need to get over here
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The Pasta Sauce Nightmare

So another beautiful morning began., coffee, some breakfast. The kids watch some cartoons, get bored, play with some toys get bored with that. Stephen decides whatever is in the kitchen cabinets is so much more entertaining. (note to self) get more cabinet locks and fast! Aha yes, a new jar of pasta sauce. With the slighted of smallest toss kaplunk on the kitchen floor. A hug spray of bright red prego galore.....Whammy let's see it was EVERYWHERE!!!! Yup, the walls the ceiling, the cabinets, the dishwasher, the ceiling fan, the fridge, and of course every little crevice you can think of a nightmare.
So another beautiful day with kids begins.....Ha, at least the kitchen is clean., for five minutes anyway.

Reality

Reality is the leading cause of stress for those in touch with it.
— Jack Wagner