January In Maine

This is how I am feeling it's January in Maine---
This is a song by Patty Griffin...


"Top Of The World"
I wished I was smarter Wished I was strongerI wished I loved JesusThe way the my wife doesI wished it'd been easierInstead of any longerI wished I could've stoodWhere you would've been proudThat won't happen nowThat won't happen nowThere's a whole lot of singingThat's never gonna be heardDisappearing every dayWithout so much as a wordSomehowI think I broke the wingsOff that little songbirdAnd she's never gonna fly To the top of the world NowTo the top of the worldI don't have to answerAny of these questionsDon't have no god toTeach me no lessonsI come home in the eveningSit in my chairOne night they called me for supperBut I never got up I stayed right there In my chairThere's a whole lot of singingThat's never gonna be heardDisappearing every day Without so much as a wordSomehowI think I broke the wingsOff a little songbird And she's never gonna fly To the top of the world NowTo the top of the worldI wished I'd had known youWished I had shown youAll of the things I Was on the sideBut I'd pretend to be sleepingWhen you'd come in in the morningTo whisper goodbyeGo work in the rainI don't know whyDon't know whyCause everyone's singingWe just wanna be heardDisappearing every day Without so much as a wordSomehow?Gonna grab a holdOf that little songbird And take her for a ride To the top of the worldRight nowTo the top of the world....

My Layers

Always around this time of year I think it's a good thing to be introspective...so here it goes.


Name: Kathy
Birthdate: July 3
Birthplace: MA
Current location: ME
Eye color: BROWN
Hair color: BROWN
Height: 5'5"
Righty or lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: Cancer
LAYER TWO
Your heritage: Irish, Italian and Portueguse
The shoes you wore today: Black
Your weakness: Organizing bills
Your fears: Losing the people I love
Your perfect pizza: black olive,mushrooms, red peppers, & artichoke hearts
Goal you’d like to achieve: write a novel
LAYER THREE
Your most overused phrase on AIM:n/a
Your first waking thoughts:ugh
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your most missed memory: My grandparents at the holidays
LAYER FOUR
Pepsi or Coke: Coke of course
McDonald’s or Burger King: MickeyD's
Single or group dates: I like the one-on-one time
Adidas or Nike: New Balance
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Green Tea
Chocolate or vanilla: I'm a vanilla girl
Cappuccino or coffee: Hazelnut Coffee
LAYER FIVE
Smoke: On Occassion
Cuss: hell yeah
Sing: sometimes
Take a shower everyday: always
Do you think you’ve been in love: I am :)
Want to go to college: been there, done that
Liked high school: sorry I don't recall
Want to get married: have
Believe in yourself: yes
Get motion sickness: no
Think you’re attractive: I'm cute
Think you’re a health freak: definitely not
Get along with your parent(s): yes
Like thunderstorms:no.
Play an instrument: nope..
LAYER SIX In the past month…
Drank alcohol: yes
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: n/a
Made out: hell yeah
Gone on a date: yes
Gone to the mall: yes :)
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Hahaha, 1/2 a box
Eaten sushi: yes love it all seafood
Been on stage: yes
Been dumped: yes
Gone skating: yes
Made homemade cookies: Yes...!
Gone skinny dipping: I actually have a few times.
Dyed your hair: Yep, highlights
Stolen Anything: No
LAYER SEVEN
Ever…
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes.
Been caught “doing something”: yes!
Been called a tease: No... hahahahaha.
Gotten beaten up: No
Shoplifted: I stole some candy when I was like 4...
Changed who you were to fit in: No
LAYER EIGHT
Age you hope to be married: was 29
Numbers and names of children: k is 8 s is 5
Describe your dream wedding: already happened.
How do you want to die: In my sleep. At age 90.
Where you want to go to college: I went to MTIDA.
What do you want to be when you grow up: a wife, a mom ,PRETEND PHOTOGRAPHER
What country would you most like to visit: maybe Ireland
LAYER NINE
Number of drugs taken illegally:
Number of people I could trust with my life: maybe...4
Number of CDs that I own: quite a few
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: probably only five or 6
Number of scars on my body:c-section a few others
Number of things in my past that I regret: none. I'm happy where I am today.

Happy Old Year

Year 2009 Overview
As we enter the Golden Age of Aquarius, you are ready to receive all the blessings that are there for you, especially in the areas of communications and relationships.
Being understood and getting the responses you desire helps you believe in your ability to succeed and reach your highest potential. Your focus is excellent, and you know what you want. Use this to your advantage when working with others, but don't demand that they see your ideas as visionary -- even if you do. As ideas start flowing freely to you, make sure you articulate your insights clearly.
This year, you will be strongly motivated by transformation, especially in romantic unions. When balanced in your heart and mind, you easily express your emotions and are quick to support others. It is important for you to have a partner who is willing to explore different ways of doing things. You will experience many changes as you learn new ways of expressing yourself.
As you make this shift, avoid putting restrictions on yourself and stopping the flow. You are learning to behave in a new positive way, not worrying about the outcome. This will curb your need to control situations and enable you to take your relationships -- work and personal -- to a higher level of consciousness.
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