Saturday, December 31, 2005

Christmas~2005


It was a fun time. A bit overwhelming, overestimating..A long long car ride. Strangefood, A bit too many gifts for the children, and a long long car ride back home. Overall I happy it is over, until next year.
I hope to be with my family this time, considering for the last two years we have had Christmas with dh's family. Which is nice but give me a break, what about my family? Now onto NewYear's I figured I had better write a cmas post before the calendars turns tonight to 2006! Happy healthy, prosperous New Year to All...

Friday, December 23, 2005

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Christmas Memories & Angels


Do you remember my old friend Sarah B?
She spoke at the church at our wedding? She gave me a surprise phone call late last night.., it was so nice to hear from her, it had been years..She lives in Q with her four year old son Nickolas...She works as a secretary at a real estate office....
We talked for a long time...She is a single mom and gets no help from the father...
They were married in Greece 4 yrs ago.., but just got a divorce...sad.....She gets no help from ANYONE...I met her in 1996 at C&W in Dedham...I do give her credit..
Her strong faith remains and her spirituality has grown through the years. I remember how many great times we shared, how I valued her friendship, how she has always accepted me for me and would never want it any other way. How rare is that? I remember her Christmas and NewYears Eve Parties at her old apartment., how much of a blast we had. Our long talks about finding future husband and starting families one day. She is an angel in disguise that girl.

I will pick up a small ham at Shaw's tomm.....
Do you think I can find one under 10.00$....????
Just in case...I could always make a ham dinner on Monday, when we get home...If I have enough energy to whip up a post Christmas Ham Dinner. Just is not Christmas without a "Christmas Ham"

I think Stephen wants to go regardless if it snows or not......Will see....To ME It is just plain crazy and reckless to drive in the snow or a "wintry mix" and endanger our lives just to spend cmas day with family. Is it worth it?

He has the truck today.

I have his playgroup in the morning and her dance in the afternoon...

Nice to just get caught up with laundry and some little cleaning today.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

anna nalick

ANNA NALICK LYRICS

"Breathe (2 AM)"

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a Day", he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Weekend



We went to the John Deere c~mas with Santa........And real reindeer....And 20% off toys....Got a cute tool box for Stephen.

They had a lot of food, coffee, soda, all kinds of cmas cookies....., cupcakes, hot dogs, sausages....The kids liked it., saw Santa got a goodie bag...Came back around 1145....

Stephen got a cmas tree.....tall as the ceiling..We are lucky to have such high ceilings, about 9 feet high.


Want to get some cmas shopping started but don't know when maybe tonight at dinner time......?????

tomorrow they say maybe snow here

bitter cold 30 degrees with a mighty wind chill....

got an email from Steven Jacob.....Thank you card...Very Nice.